"I had crossed the line. I was free; but there was no one to welcome me to the land of freedom. I was a stranger in a strange land."
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Taylor Jo Spence
junior@OLMC
When the sun goes down, and the moon comes up,
I look to the stars and raise my cup.
Here's to the memories in the past;
Here's to the gifts in the present;
Here's to the unexpected in the future.
When the darkness recedes, and the sky goes blue,
there's a brand new day to be spent with you.
[.forever&&always.]
-sean.clancy-
August
26th - babysitting
September
7th - school
18th - sean's/vicky's birthday - vicky's birthday party
October November
14th - One year <3
December
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Is this all there is to Life?
May 31, 2009
Sometimes, I feel like my only purpose here on Earth is to watch people live their lives in joy, while I am to sit on the stands and watch those happy people, and help them when they need a hand. Many of my friends are engaging in relationships, and to be honest, I do envy each of them. But, it's not just envy of which I feel towards them. It's the warm feeling of joy as well. When I see them looking all happy, and full of love, it really does lift my heart, just because I know that there is such a thing called Love out there in the world. To see the smiles on each of their faces when they're with their partner, once again, just lifts my heart. For Stephanie and Jerick, for Melissa and Martin, for Peter and Lyndsay, and for all the others out there, I'm happy for each and every one of you. Although I truly do envy every one of them, I'm still oh so happy for them. They give me the strength to go on every day and hope that maybe one day, I'll truly be able to let go and Love again. The thought of Love is frightening, often referred to as one of the most dangerous feelings one could ever feel. The chance of getting hurt, or being played, can scare even the strongest of all. But Love is not just about trying to scare others, but is meant to make people happy, and feel complete. I witness the power of Love every day. When I see Stephanie holding onto Jerick in the halls at school, I can see deep in her eyes, a little part of her is scared to lose him. I myself, believe that Steph and Jerick are meant for eachother. I'm happy for her, with all my heart. So Steph, if your reading this, or ever read this, I want you to know that I am beyond happy for you. Your my sister, the amazing sister that I've never had. I love you, always have, always will, and I am sure when I say that we will always be friends, through thick and thin. Even though we are still so young, and the worst of this journey called Life has yet to come upon us, I know we will make it through anything, and that is why at this oh so young age of 15 years, I'm proud to announce that no matter FUCKING what, YOU will be in my wedding. Laugh all you want right now, but when I am standing in the Church with the man of my dreams, you will be the girl who will be by my side! And we shall get boarder line drunk at the wedding reception! Kay, thanks, thats it. NO BUTS!
To all the people reading this, go ahead, laugh all you want as well, call me crazy, call me a psychopath, but you don't even know me, so don't judge. So this is probably a really weird blog post, but it just feels right to let it out... No, I dont feel like ranting about what happened the past week, I feel like talking about everything I typed already. So you know what, SUCK IT if you don't like it.
