Sometimes, I feel like my only purpose here on Earth is to watch people live their lives in joy, while I am to sit on the stands and watch those happy people, and help them when they need a hand. Many of my friends are engaging in relationships, and to be honest, I do envy each of them. But, it's not just envy of which I feel towards them. It's the warm feeling of joy as well. When I see them looking all happy, and full of love, it really does lift my heart, just because I know that there is such a thing called Love out there in the world. To see the smiles on each of their faces when they're with their partner, once again, just lifts my heart. For Stephanie and Jerick, for Melissa and Martin, for Peter and Lyndsay, and for all the others out there, I'm happy for each and every one of you. Although I truly do envy every one of them, I'm still oh so happy for them. They give me the strength to go on every day and hope that maybe one day, I'll truly be able to let go and Love again.
The thought of Love is frightening, often referred to as one of the most dangerous feelings one could ever
feel. The chance of getting hurt, or being played, can scare even the strongest of all. But Love is not just about trying to scare others, but is meant to make people happy, and feel complete.
I witness the power of Love every day. When I see Stephanie holding onto Jerick in the halls at school, I can see deep in her eyes, a little part of her is scared to lose him. I myself, believe that Steph and Jerick are meant for eachother. I'm happy for her, with all my heart. So Steph, if your reading this, or ever read this, I want you to know that I am beyond happy for you. Your my sister, the amaz
ing sister that I've never had. I love you, always have, always will, and I am sure when I say that we will always be friends, through thick and thin. Even though we are still so young, and the worst of this journey called Life has yet to come upon us, I know we will make it through anything, and that is why at this oh so young age of 15 years, I'm proud to announce that no matter FUCKING what, YOU will be in my wedding. Laugh all you want right now, but when I am standing in the Church with the man of my dreams, you will be the girl who will be by my side! And we shall get boarder line drunk at the wedding reception! Kay, thanks, thats it. NO BUTS!
To all the people reading this, go ahead, laugh all you want as well, call me crazy, call me a psychopath, but you don't even know me, so don't judge.
So this is probably a really weird blog post, but it just feels right to let it out... No, I dont feel like ranting about what happened the past week, I feel like talking about everything I typed already. So you know what, SUCK IT if you don't like it.
Peace out betches ;)
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I'm in business right now... I'm going to start doing my work after I write this! :)
Yup, I am, Becuase I'm a good student.
Just, not in math...
Yesterday, I got test marks math, and I failed another test. That brings my 56 % average down some more. Not good at all.
I'm gonna switch my grade 10 math to applied, maybe I can pass that with flying colours.
My math teacher wasn't here today, so I couldnt talk to her about giving me some extra assignments to try and boost up my mark, so I'll have to talk to her tomorrow...
So today is civvies day, which is when we dont have to wear our uniforms, instead we can wear normal people clothes... I decided to wear a dress.
And Steph told me to curl my hair... So what did I do? Yeah, I curled it!
I hate it! So many people are saying I look really good, or really nice, and cute and stuff! I hate these comments lmao.
But atleast the day is almost over... about 40 more minutes till final bell! :D
Butttttt, I'm going home kinda late today...
Ryan (ONLY A FRIEND) has a lacrosse game today on the school team, so I told him I would watch atleast some of it. Besides, its a team, full of boys!
Lol, shut up... I'm a hormonal female, especially with what is going on with my oh so wonderful and spectacular uterus. Lmao, shut up... I'm not joking.
Butttt uhhh. Yup!
I should start doing my work. Lol, I'll probably just talk to Sarah some more!
PEACE OUT HOMESLICESSS
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oh welll hellllo there earthlings!
haha, gimme a break.... ^^''
Im pretty happy!
I got to skip my last two periods of class today becuase my parents are pretty awesome!
Today, I helped my mom make some dinnnner (delicioussss) ... (man, I sound like a fat ass aha)
and we talked...
yeah, we talked...
mhmm, about my life, and her teenage life and what it was like...
I still gotta get more out of her though...
Anyways, this is only my first post, so gimme some time lmao...
Uhhhm, yeah.
Im sitting on the couch right now, and my mom is on the other one watching Twilight.
God, she is... OB-SESSSSED
She is a Rob Pattz-aholic....
:|
Yeah, I love my mom, but sometimes it drives me up the wall.
Listen dear world, I'm so sorry, I seem to have created a monster out of mah momma!
lol
Anyways.... Yeahhh!
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feel. The chance of getting hurt, or being played, can scare even the strongest of all. But Love is not just about trying to scare others, but is meant to make people happy, and feel complete.
ing sister that I've never had. I love you, always have, always will, and I am sure when I say that we will always be friends, through thick and thin. Even though we are still so young, and the worst of this journey called Life has yet to come upon us, I know we will make it through anything, and that is why at this oh so young age of 15 years, I'm proud to announce that no matter FUCKING what, YOU will be in my wedding. Laugh all you want right now, but when I am standing in the Church with the man of my dreams, you will be the girl who will be by my side! And we shall get boarder line drunk at the wedding reception! Kay, thanks, thats it. NO BUTS!